Old Lover

I saw you today
And you saw me
You cringed at my sight
And I at yours
You looked at me
But only for a second
Or did you look right through me
Yes, yes
I'm sure you did
For you never looked back
But oh
For me
It was pain
Tourment
It hurt me
And yet it brought such satisfaction to know you're ok
If only you really knew
Knew how it feels

Why me?
Why does your sight haunt me?
Is it normal?
Is it a game?
Or do you secretly still care?

If only,
If only.....