A Last Goodbye

What have I become?
All my wonders left undone
Can you listen to the music, flying
Through the walls, while I am dying?

Was it more than bleeding fights?
Or just a couple sleepless nights?
Some disturbing lullabies
Fading into twisted skies

Grieving the love I never had
Even laughing seems to be sad
I am sick and I don't know why
And now it's time for a last goodbye

All the things that I wanted to say
Seem unimportant, while I fade away
I told more than what you could understand
I am the broken mirror your smile cannot mend