Youth reflection

Skimpy shirt,
Red dyed hair,
Cigarette on lit,
Loud deafening music around.

Another hour of dusk,
Sensation is quite odd ,
I drained the final drop,
Ohhh martini time for revelry!

Feeling wobbly and shaky,
I felt someone grab my hand.
A smirk curled on mah lip.
Ohhh there you are my man.

Waking up wasted,
Naked underneath the sheet.
Uuhhmmm I muttered,
Grinning while reminisce the fun I had.

unexpected month had come,
thingking somethin is not right.
i count the time back and forth
wodering if i missed a single month.

ohh what have i done,
is this the price of having fun?
ohhh mom sorry for what i become,
i thought its just a youghtful fun.