Locked up

I locked the door
and suddenly fall to the floor
I cant do it
I cant take it anymore
what can I do with a bruise on my arm?
why cant I stop this ringing alarm?
They all tell me"hes no good let him go"
but i just cant do that i love him
you'll never understand what we've been through
you dont know the pain i went through to be with you
"its all just an illusion"they all say
but they will never know why i love him this way
I'm bleeding in my heart and sinking in my soul
I'm about to die but i wont
let you go