Depression

I'm running so fast, but I'm still not getting anywhere
I want to just fly away, without a care
I start to choke on the wind, it's getting too hard to take
There's people around me, waiting for me to break
Keeping my head up, I'll wipe the tears away
I'll stand up and forward to just another day

My heart is racing, it's telling me to retreat
My whole body aches, feels like I fell 100 feet

With one foot in front of the other, I keep on walking
The ones around be just keep staring and talking
They know that some day I will have to give in
But as for right now, they're not going to win
Dark circles form around my eyes, they can tell I can't sleep
Harsh memories fill me inside, still so deep

My best friend tells me to follow my heart, but it's too confusing
I'm running back and forth, I think I'm actually losing

The glares they all give, with the smirks on their face
Trying to make me want to run from this place
I stand up straight, ignoring the pain
It hurts so much, I can't even begin to explain
I'm telling the truth, this pain isn't an obsession
It's the feeling I have because of this Depression