Cursing my life

When I was younger things were just fine
I thought that things wouldn\'t change in time
But slowly my world came apart
It felt like someone was ripping out my heart
As i sat on my bed every night and day
I bowed my head and began to pray
I wished that things would be fine in the end
And that my life would get around this bend
But the days stretched on
And i wished i was gone
I felt that i had no way to escape
So i took out a knife and began to scrape
As i sat on my bed and cried
I wished that my world had died
I cursed the world that i lived in
I wished that i could begin again
But i realized that nothing would change
No matter what i did to try and rearrange
So as i sit on my bed and begin to pray
I curse my life each and every day

Please Comment it would mean so much to me!!!
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Becky