This disease living inside of me
Continues to grow with no cure
Slowly taking my life away
Killing me from the inside out
Fighting to stay strong is no use
Theres no winning against this pain
It can only get worse and surely will
Until the day I amputate
Take the knife in my hand
And make the incision to remove the source
I'm not ready yet not ready to let go
I cant bring myself to heal
The pain in getting there will be immense
And the end will be worth it
But right now all I can think is
How can I win you back
