I Wonder

I wonder
If you ever really cared
If what you felt
Was real
And not a lie.
I wonder
If you really loved me
If you meant it
When you said it to me
Each and everyday.
I wonder
If you were using me
If I was just
Some girl
Conviently near you.
I wonder
If you told me the truth
If you meant each word
That you told me
About how you feel about me.
I wonder
If you really thought of me
If I always went
Through your mind
Or if that's just what you told me.
I wonder
If I meant something to you
If I was different
That you actually cared
I really did believe it
I wonder
If I'll ever stop wondering...