My loud scream, my lost father

Dear daddy, why did you leave
im so sorry for being mad, i acted so nieve
im sorry for not talking to you and ingoring your calls
but i guess now i can sit here as my world falls
im sorry for the life that you had pursued
im so for all the things, that i said, they were rude
daddy dont you understand you cant leave me yet
i fall asleep crying, and wake up, my pillow wet
you lied there and i saw that you did not respond
i wish we had that last father daughter bond
i wish i could take back everything i said
but guess what daddy my new best friend, is my bed
i talked to you, and you lie there in shock
its like your sad, but your strong as a rock
i dont understand why you wont hug me back
i realize i do have some good qualities i lack
and as i walk out of the room of people that cry
i sit there and wonder why tears fall from my eye
and then i realize the reason you didnt hug me back
was because you cant, becaus life is something you lack
so now i leave saying good bye
i try to stay strong i try not to cry
as i leave the room with my flower basket
i scream out" why is my daddy laying in that casket!"

RIP DAD</3 Comments plz. i never got to say good bye. =[. if you have parents and you are fighting with them. make sure you forgive them and tell them you love them. becuz that chance might never come again.