I know what i am
i know i am gonna die
so much sooner than most
i push and push
not to prove anything to anyone
just to feel alive.....to live
i am sick, and i know this
i haven't cried for years
and when i depart this earth
no one
is to cry for me
celebrate my death
i touched so many
remember me
as that chic on the 1000
the one with the big rotty's
all the tattoo's
the piercings
strange in her ways
an absolutely oddly intriguing woman
deep blue eyes, brown skin, full lips, raven hair
so much depth
as evil as i am, as evil as i ever was...
all who cross my path
gained something from me
an appreciation for life
and a big grin
cause
the things i say & do
are completely INSANE