Share My Pain

He kissed her lips and said goodbye,
he didn't want to see her cry.
Oh, but she loved him so,
she didn't want to see him go.

The days were slowly going by,
by now it was mid July.
Hes been gone over a year,
But yet she hasn't shed one tear.

She understands the way she feels,
cause with one kiss, their love was sealed.
She doesn't know what she did wrong,
now shes writing this sick love song.

The thoughts going inside my head,
the voices say i should be dead.
Oh how they wish it would come true,
my cause of death is blamed on you.

I scratch your name onto the side,
so your the last thing threw my mind.
If i could live just one more day,
Id ask the lord, your soul to pay.

I clutch your picture in my hand,
as i graze across the land.
With my finger on the trigger,
oh my lips, why do they quiver?

I place the barrel to my head,
one more shot, i will be dead.
So i can make your dreams be real,
and i shall share this pain i feel.

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(continued for happy(ER) ending..)

Oh Whys it have to be so hard,
cant take my life, cant play this part.
Just trying to find a love thats real.
a love to live, to learn, to feel.

My life seems like a Merry-Go-Round,
so much drama, its ups and downs.
Finding a man to fit the part,
to give him the key to my heart..

*should i keep the Happy(ER) ending, or just make it suicidal?*