Broken Heart <3

Iv'e been thinken about all the good times we've had. i had hoped are relationship would have never ended, but that's just how it goes. i wanted more, but i take it you didn't. now i sit in my room thinken all about the times we spent, all the things we did together. those four months of happiness for me are in the trash now. i cry everytime i think about you. and what hurts the most is that you dont care. you dont care that you wripped my heart out and killed me. you dont care that you stole my smile. all you care about is yourself. and you dont even talk to me and it hurts me so much that sometimes i want to die. but the thing is no one cares, no one cares. i keep thinken you will like me again but i guess that is too much to ask for. i hope one day you realize how much you hurt me. how much you broke me. but the sad thing is you will never figure it out because i dont let you see that side of me. no, i just keep all these thoughts bottled up inside me, so my heart keeps breaking, and breaking. maybe someday you will realize what you did to me, but by then it will be too late. all i can wish for, all i can hope for is that you will love me and hold me again the way you used to when you acually thought twice about me. all i can say is you made a big mistake and someday you will realize.