Why? <3

Why do guys play me over and over like im a game? why do they think its okay to tell me they like me and they want to be with me, then go off with another girl. i guess its easy to play me, to break whats left of my heart, but still. why do they think its okay? i mean there is only so much i can take. all these thoughts stuck inside me need to be told. why cant i just tell them how i feel and ask them why they did it. well, because they wouldnt care. all they would say is, "what ever." and thats was bothers me the most is that they dont care. they dont care that they are playing me like a game and that they are winning. no, all they care about is themselves. and thats what makes me mad. i just wish i could find a guy that truely loved me and would forever!