I am never to be the same

I see a light in the end
not knowing how many miles
of to pass and survive in
i start in the end
and finish at the start
i start a good man
and go threw a tunnel
i walked for start
but the more i walk the farther it goes
for now the destination is unknown
i start alone but later
i am accompanied with fear and depression
now i run...
run to the unknown... wishing to be alone
the tunnel is longer... my fear has grown..
closer i go to the end of a road
which may take me to a rose
or to a mysterious roam
i start to miss my people
my loved ones
and my far home
iv gotten wise
still not at the unknown
i don't know how i survive
faith is my rise..
and passing threw doors
unlocking the poor
helping the ones to be alone
now I'm not alone....
iv become known
I'm in the middle of the road
and almost home
courage is my key
walking to the unknown
not knowing were it may go.....
but now i know
this was an obstacle made by god
to test my feelings
to see if I'm in love
with my wife
with my life...
if i love my loved ones
and if i really hate people that iv already loved
I'm passing threw a forest
full of trees
some green
others Grey, like me
I'm in a forest full of animals
of all types
some are my friends
and others my worst enemies
this tunnel i pass threw
since the start I'm alone
now I'm not the same...
first i was rich..
full of anger stress and hate
now I'm humble, compassionate, and i love..
i feel i finish this tunnel
then i become the same
selfish, i hate, and full of everything in relate...
the tunnel that grows
wont let me go..
i must change to finish this nightmare
ill try to change, to never be the same
and find my way
becous i knew who i was
and i never want to be the same....