My mind always wonders
It never seems to stay still
I think of things in different ways
And maybe thats were it all went wrong
I dont know when it first started
But one day i opened my eyes
And i was standing in the bathroom
Holding a bloody knife
At first i didn't feel the pain
But then it came in a flash
Tears started to stream down my face
And when i looked in the mirror i saw ...
What was it exactally that i saw
To tell the truth I'm not really sure
It looked like me but at the same time different
Because my reflection in the mirror looked dead
I dropped the knife to the floor
At the same time i fell to my knees
I wondered what my parents would think
If they saw me in that state
I rose from the floor with shaking legs
And my head was spinning all around
I took in a shaky breath
And looked back into the mirror with dread
That reflection still hadn't changed
And suddenly i gasp out in pure pain
I fell to the ground in a heap
And then i told myself i would just take a short sleep
But as soon as my eyes closed
I felt a terrible pressure of my chest
I knew i was never going to wake again
And i couldn't help but think it was for the best
