Im lookin out my window..
so much pain in my eyes..
i watch as the blue sky fades...
into a grey...
sometimes i wonder if im payin..
payin for the past..
on which i never look back..
all the pain that i feel...
is like being killed....
im dead on the inside...
waiting and wanting to cry...
im screaming for help...
but i get nothing...
not even a wispher...
i want to disappear..
and go somewhere..
that isn't here...
my life gets so dramatic...
i wish i could give it away..
here have it..
these things make it hard to love..
no ones helping..
this is why i don't care....
im alone in this world..
i feel so cold...
no one here to wipe my tears...
no one here to get rid of my fears..
no one here to tell me it's gonna be ok..
so i sit in my window...
and hide all my pain!!
