You want me there, but you strangle me
You say you care, but you dont hear me
Everytime you hit me
Every slap, every force
I cry and scream
But you dont listen
You just dont care
Youre oblivious to all the blood thats there
You say I make you sad, make you feel alone
But its because Im scared, to be inside my own home
You lock me in
So I dont run again
But Im not staying forever
If you make me a cutter
I blame you, though its my own fault
Because you are one of the causes
Youre the instigator
And Im the faker
Cuz no matter how much blood
Drops from the horizontal lines
That have been inscribed
I still feel dead
I still feel numb
At the end
And the cycle starts again
