I miss him

Everything reminds me
Of the life i once had
It hurts the most watching TV
When every girl has a dad

Technically mine never left
He's still here
But in a different package
That made his old self disappear

I miss him sometimes
When I'm having a bad day
How i want my daddy
Just say it'll be okay

It's not the same
Sometimes i feel like he's died
Though I've accepted
There are nights I've cried

How i wish
He could still hold me tight
I mean he can but not
Not him just quite

I miss his scratchy chin
When he forget to shave
How he'd act up
Then tell me to behave

You'd think i would be remember the man
I once knew for 13 years
But can't remember what he looked like
And that brings tons of tears

I missed how he seemed so strong
Especially in my eyes
But now that he's changed
He seems weak to my surprise

He was my daddy
I was his little girl
Oh how this change
Sent my world into a twirl

No one could pull me out
Not even him
I had to do it myself
The chances of that were slim

Til this day
I have my nights
Where everything is wrong
And nothing is right