I want to trust you but cant

I love you

I swear I do

I just don't know how to say this

But I just don't trust you

I know you say things

That sound so amazing

More prefect than a ring

Or going down the road blazing

I want to love you like before

And I want to be the one that you adore

But yet I'm so sore

From when we tore

I'm afraid your going to leave me

And find anther girl

I know your disagreeing

But it's just the way I feel

Why is this so hard

Just to put down my guard

I feel like a retard

But yet I'm so scarred

I don't know how to handle this

But I'm trying my very best

Will I exists in your future

Or just stay in your past