All Too Soon 2

My head hurts
My heart pounds
The world is changing colors
And I feel as if I am spinning around

I don't want to go
Like I thought I did

Itss not my time
And I'm not ready

I took one pill
Then two
Then twenty

I didn't think that was too many

But then I began to cough
And then I spat
And then I sputtered

Blood everywhere

Walls covered
Floors covered

I felt as if I was being smothered

I knew it was over

Your little girl no more

How I wished you never walked in

I tried to smile
I tried to grin
I tried to show you that I was ok

But you got me
And picked me up

Then you cried
And boy you shook

I'm sorry for the pain I inflicted
And truly to pills you know I'm not addicted

The doctors said that I may not live
But for you all my strength I did give

I'm glad I'm alive

On my own this is a battle that I could not win
But with your help I will succeed