Don't Wake Me

This cant be my life, this must be some terrible nightmare.

Noway nearly an entire year could pass this badly, that my life could become so unstable and everyone I've known torn from me.

I'm exhausted. In every way, i am exhausted. I can hardly force myself to move.

I'm tired of pretending. Tired of holding in all this pain and exhaustion, too worn out to plaster this fake smile on my face any longer.

Please, wake me up.
Wake me up and tell me it was all a nightmare in my head. Wake me up and tell me it's not real, tell me nothings changed, and you still love me.

Because if this is real,
i want to go to sleep,
and please,
don't wake me.