Four words; "I love you, too"

Why does it hurt me so much
When I know he's laughing and having fun
Why does it make my stomach lurch
When I know he's just another man

How do I still tell him I love him
When I know what he does
How can he still hurt mama and me
When he knows what that does

When will I know if he loves me still
How will I react if I never will
What will I do if my father ever dies
Will I be lost deep in cries

Will he ever see that my pain is overwhelming
Or will he ignore the fact that all I want is four words for him to tell me

"I love you, too"