Already Lost

Now that you have me,
you don't even bother,
you don't even try.

You give nothing at all.

Your taking more than I'm giving,
and I'm giving more then I have.

And I don't know how to tell you,
and I don't know what to say,
but I know that you're to blame.

Why don't you bother?
why don't you try?

I want more, I need more.
I need you to bother, I need you to try.

Perplexing my mind and playing my heart.
This was a game, but now it's long over.

And you pretend you don't know.
But I know.

There's something you're hiding,
that you won't reveal.
I see the fence you've built around your heart,
And I'm trying to break through.

I want to give you all my love,
make you happy,
but your guarding your emotions,
and leaving me confused.

I want to know what you want.
I want to know that you want me.

Open up your eyes,
delve into your heart.
Let me in, and take me there.
Take me with you.

I've waited so long, times running out,
and I don't know if I can last.
I don't know if we will last.

Sometimes I think I should leave,
but my hearts in too deep.

I've never wanted anything so much,
never needed anything this bad.

I keep coming back around,
fighting to keep us alive,
but I'm drowning in our pain.

I couldn't bear to lose you,
but I'm afraid I already have.