I met you online four months ago,
all I thought was that I met a new friend,
someone I could trust and talk to,
but that quickly changed.
You were going through a bad break up,
I was just out of a horrible relationship,
we would stay online all night and talk,
you were my best friend.
When we finally decided to hang out,
and when I first saw and talked to you I though,
it's going to be so hard to just be friends,
but I kept my feelings a secert for awhile.
When I finally told you how I really felt I was scared,
then you told me you felt the same,
and a million emoticons ran through me,
and once again I was confussed by love.
You got me through the pain of my relationship with Merle,
you always treated me with respect,
and when I finally believed that you had those feelings,
I was ready to be more then just friends.
The first time we went out we never hung out,
and we just fell apart because of it,
but this time so much has changed,
we spend time together and with our families.
I wish I could explain how you make me feel,
or how when your beside me I feel like Im unhurtable,
I feel so safe and I know that I can trust you,
your so different from all the other guys.
Everything you do amazes me in some way,
you can make me smile and laugh when Im sad,
you made me believe in myself and that I am beautiful,
I wish there was some way to repay you for all that you've done.
We've had so much fun in this past month,
we shared so many smiles, laughs and inside jokes,
we've spent hours talking on the phone and under the stars,
we've wished on shooting stars and at 11:11 and in the wishing fountain.
You're so much fun to be with and you keep everything fun,
I wish you could see through my eyes to see how amazing you are,
I dont remember ever feeling this way before,
I dont remember the last time I was in a relationship like this.
I really hope our wishes come true and that we never break up,
because I know for a fact I could never find a boy like you again,
you are truly unique and different from all the other boys,
and I feel so amazingly lucky just to have you.
One month has passed us by and all we're doing is growing stronger,
this relationship is growing and we are growing with it,
I just hope we dont grow apart from eachother,
because I know that all these feelings are different then what I felt before.
I never want to lose you like I did before,
I never want to be 'just friends' or not talk anymore,
but I also want you to be the happiest person you can be,
wether its with me or without me.
If I could explain all that I want to say to you it'd take forever,
these feelings are so much more complex then others,
I feel so different when Im around you then anyone else,
you are truly different then all the other boys in the world.
No matter what happens to us in the future we're together now,
I'm learning more and more about myself everyday,
I'm learning more about you and love everyday,
so never once was this relationship a waste and it'll never be.
I know that you mean everything you say to me,
and I really hope you know that I mean everything I say to you,
you are a truly amazing guy who any girl would be lucky to date,
and I thank God everyday that I am that lucky girl.
