I love you so i thought

I love you so i thought
I still don't know what i really want
hurting you is the last thing on my mind
But making my decision is harder then you think

Its hard to chose between my life and yours.
I'm still young and your getting older.
you know what you want. lucky old you.
I'm still wondering weather this is a good choice or not.
not to hurt you, but you know what you want
Trust me on this i do need help.
And your not helping me with you attitude.
So please....

I love you so i thought.
But still don't know what i really really want.