Just like my mom,i have cancer
but mine...emotional cancer
dealing with both of them so very hard
but my cancer has no real chemo
the medicine to cure it..does more damage
kills all your cancer cells/emotions n leaves you with a personality/hair loss
i ask my mom about the old me
but its hard,it was so long ago that i was not just an empty soul
no one can remember
the emptiness is losing all my friends
they do not understand i am busy
they do not have a mom or a family to look after
i lost my love,well Cassey's love
when/if she is back she is going to be so mad
Lord,I'm calling out to you
can you hear me?
hear my cries?
I'm angry at you Lord,
my tears stain my paper
yet you do not dry my eyes
yes i have sinned,
i am the one who has to live with the regrets and nightmares
Lord....I NEED YOU!!!
