I asked my heart to lead me into the secret of love
where I may find happiness that I own not
Love smiled upon thee and carelessly took thy hand in its
leading me into a garden
where there was but a rose
surrounded by thorns
thus I turned back to leave
but I found thyself besieged by thorns and darkness.
I amid the darkness greeted by a doubtful spirit-voice, in that
doubts pain calling thy name out.
I looked around to find a rose that is the last rose of summer,
left blooming alone
all his lovely companians are faded into thorns
where he stood alone
I mended toward it not knowing what to expect but
to seek for the kingdom of love
and soon in the distance I was greeted by an unfamiliar voice
inchanting a song of despair and degration
I paused for a moment looking around
then
I set forth with a heart full of courage and mirth
to seek out that lonely rose
where I not upon choice but of a new desire and feeling i knew not of, pushed me toward it.
I followed that spirit voice
when I was soon greeted by a smile
and a face, a portrial of innacence
I looked up and my eyes
met his eyes
where I was met kindly
I bowd my eyes to his sicereity
and into the kingdom of love I was admited.
he slowly took my hands
and widpered into the night
"I think I like you"
upon hearin this I couldn't think of a honest answer.
though today I wish to answer it
I wish to hold your hand as you did mine
and tell you of my feeling
for I care about thee alot but never spoked of it
because i was afraid to lose you.
for I knew I can love you very easly
but
thinking about the dreadful reality shatteres every dream or hope I hold.
becase at the end its I and the lonely road
where I will be a shadow lost to the lonely night.
If i know you hold for thee any affection
then I shalllove thee dearly and sincerely without limit or a second thought.
today I can tell thee that I love thou purely as men strives for his right and as poet always is lost and in need of word
I am in need to express thyself
and to tell you of my feeling
put your hand in mine
and i shall take away all your wories
look into my eyes and I will live for thee and only thee
smile with me
and leave all your sorrows behind
speak not of sepration for the fear of being seprated from you
and the denial of the comfort of your hand
is the death of all my dreams.
