This is to my little sister Jessica. she died at 2 months .
I never thought I'd need you here by my side.
Close to me where i can feel you, and you can feel me too.
Touching your fingers one, two, three, four, and five.
Now i just sit here remembering you and thoughts happy days.
Thinking of the day that i lost you is the hardest thing I've ever had too do,
Hoping for the day you will appear in front of me.
Instead of me having to think of you in this horrible way.
All i want is to feel your touch. that kiss and warm tender full hug.
The smiles you gave, the games you have played, and the laughter i heard through the entire day.
You were a happy intelligent baby,
But why did we have to let you go so suddenly?.
It's like your hand was torn from my heart,
and placed in a box for another long day.
months have past, and years have gone by.
but still your memory lies with in me, deep down for only i can see.
now all i have is you picture in a frame.
That sits above the mantel each and every single day.
I will look at it when i miss you,
and hold it so i can hug you.
You will shine your bright lite on me.
To show you are not gone.
But only fast asleep.
so i will always remember.
that you are like the wind.
i may not be able to see you.
But i can feel you surrounding me.
I'm sorry you are gone but hopefully one day i will meet you. and hopefully that day comes soon. cause i surely do miss you.
