I cant smile,
not for a mile,
why does it seem to stay,
without a ray
of light,
i always fight,
mostly loose
i would kill to be in someone eles shoes,
christmas is coming,
as it does every year,
every one sings and cheers,
i will fake that smile every second,
and no one will ever recon,
what is behind that,
is something fat,
a problem that will never go away,
which will permantly stay.
