Alive, But Dead

Alive , But Dead !

My life is empty, just a repeated routine.
Nothing exciting, nothing to be seen.

My life became a never ending night.
Lost, scared, lonely and nothing in sight.

I am empty without a soul.
I have no heart, instead a hole.

I live a life with no honor or shame.
To me there's no difference they're just the same.

I forgot how to smile, only to frown.
Why show emotion? If no one's in town.

I've lost my senses, I can no longer feel.
I have an internal wound that wouldn't heal.

I've lost my taste; I don't know what's sweet and what's sour.
I can't even smell one single flower.

I've lost my sight, I've become blind.
I can no longer think, I've lost my mind.

I can't stand, I can't control my feet.
Am I missing something? am I incomplete ?

Who am I? I don't remember my name.
Why am I like this? Whom should I blame?

My life's like a piece of wood in a flame.
After it's burned there's nothing left to claim.

I'm alive; I have blood running through my veins.
But I'm also dead, with emptiness as my reign.