How do you begin to find that which you do not know is missing? The empty void is creeping in and spreading throughout. There is a impenetrable darkness within my soul I can not understand. I feel it tainting me and everything in my life. It is as if I have been plagued and the cure is beyond my grasp. I do not understand them and they do not understand me. I know what it is haunting my mind yet I cant seem to make myself reach for it. Barricades and barbwire surround the walls that I wish to scale. Why can I not become what I need to become for the sake of my own self? Then again myself was never good enough for any of them was it? But did you ever try to understand that which is not you? Of course not. Your feeble mind can not grasp the concept of anothers views, or way of life. Thus you perish alone in your own little world beyond anything meaningful. So here we stand divided and alone with not a single thing accomplished.
