You have taken nearly everything away from me and now your still trying to take the only things I seem to have left. I do not understand why you insist on stripping me of everything I have. Is this some kind of sick twisted amusement for you? Do you enjoy marveling at my pain? What exactly is it that you want from me anyway? Perhaps this is punishment for the sins I have committed. I am not perfect and neither are they so it is unfair of you to expect me to be. I have nothing left to live for everything is gone. I am losing hope and I have no faith left in anything. I am losing sight of everything I fist set out for and now your taking my sanity and my health along with it. If this is supposed to be some kind of sign I get it o.k. I have some shit I need to change about myself, just please give me my life and dignity back.
