How it feels to be alone

I hate waking up at night and picturing your eyes
And dreaming of the truth when all you spoke were lies
I hate lying in bed as the tears fall down my cheek
And trying hard to laugh when I can't even speak
I've learned that sometimes it's hard to sleep at night
Cuz all I think about is how you used to hold me tight
Because of you I learned how it felt to be at home
And now I have to cope with how it feels to be alone