One year ago

One year ago today,
You left me alone
I couldnt just let you go
you were my moblie home

Forever you promised
but you didnt care
i didnt matter to you
you just left me there

through this past year
i went through hell
hospital trips
after i fell

i fell many times that year
most of which by my choice
pills and cuts and dreadful notes
suicidal thoughts in my voice

Three months went by
Still with tears in my eyes
I still missed you so
To sleep I must cry

You said painful things
Told me you never cared
I didnt matter to you
You were never scared

I was pathetic
Listening to you
Well now im done
Time to be true

I love me now
I no longer love you
Im done with your lies
Time to start life anew