Have you ever had that feeling,
Where you don't wanna feel anything at all
Yet at the same time all you want to feel is something,
You just want one little tear to fall
One stab of pain as the knife slices your skin
A little pang of regret
Of that committed sin
One person to lift you up
To hold you close
Let you know that between the thorns
Theres always a rose
And even the darkest hours
There must be a shining light
To hold onto with all you have
To not give up the fight
So why is it that even in a crowded room
One can feel so isolated, so alone
So unwanted, broken
A tiny being carved out of stone.
Have you ever had the suns rays beating down upon you and thought
Is this what hell feels like
Is this what will happen to me
Hung from a spike
All because the gun went off
And now the priest is dead
All because i wouldn't listen
And so he ate the lead
I finally feel something
A pin prick in my heart
Is this what regret feels like
Is this where it starts
Is it my time to leave
No, it cant be that would be too easy
I'll probably end up on the street
Knocked up on drugs and acting sleazy
It would be a fitting punishment
For all that i have done
Not knowing who i am
Blind and deaf and dumb
Brought to the lowest region of hell
By having to remain alive
On my own out on the streets
Learning to survive.
