I finally looked at the letters that were sent form you
I had to write back to tell you I had a major case of missing you
I regretted that my final goodbye was a See you later
As I stared at the pictures that grace my refrigerator
I told you that I'd find joy back at home
But it's kinda hard when I feel so alone
But I actually sat down and prayed today
As I cried my sorry keeping God awake
And even though there's no where to send the letters I'll write them anyway
'Cause everyone knows I have a lot to say
And even if I choke on every single word
I will jump into my mind and unplug the phone cord
And even though my minds racing I still want to believe
That when you're in the direction of the wind I'll follow my wind sleeve
And with every second we get older
Just remember, wherever we are, you have a shoulder
But with every new tear i start to wonder
Why everyone says absence makes the heart grow fonder
And thats when i start to believe
That this so called death was only absence without leave
I never thought, since you left, in a million ways
I'd be laying over the stars and just counting these days
