This is not for the world to see,
But, to keep between you and me
Keep it to yourself.
And I blame no one but me and myself
For I have no speech, no words to describe,
How I feel, and how I pry
Into your tranquil thoughts
Causing you pain,
An event I wish from which I could refrain.
We all face the reality
I sit here and I cry
I really do and in vain
Thinking
Of a you and a me,
And an us
Knowing of a feeling I have never had
That subdues my every moment
That captivates my every thought,
I have longed to be with you from the very beginning,
But I am afraid
I cant keep this to myself
I had no speech
I had no words
I do have a feeling and I do have a heart
A heart that I would relentlessly give
But would not or shall I say could not
Take from thee
Though I know not of an apology
For such a crime
I know not of a fallacy
For one hides true love
Yet my words lie before you
In all honesty
I have no speech
A small gesture such as this
Certainly unmatched by your sweet words
I know not of solution
I just know of a feeling
A feeling I have never had.
