How can I make You understand?

What shall I do? There's just waste of time to pray,
why can't You get it; I'm NOT okay.

I try to live though inside I'm broken,
everyday I'm shouting but no words gets spoken.

Help me, to make you understand;
what can I do to make You comprehend??

What is the right and what is the wrong?
If I commit suicide, will You get I weren't strong??

Tell me how to do, I've tried all my own ideas,
all the time my eyes are red; but You never see the tears.

It seems like nothing can make You realize,
that each second who goes, a part of me dies...