Today im sorry for being alive.
and how im sorry for even making it a big deal.
im sorry for this fighting and im sorry for the crying.
im sorry i didnt make life how you wanted it.
And how you wished it when you were young.
Im sorry i screwed things up.
And im sorry i messed you up.
Im sorry i kept praying for things to get better
and nothing happend.
Im sorry im still alive.
And im sorry for you have so much stress.
Im sorry you cant see the things i see.
And how i see thats its not a big deal.
But im sorry i cant amit that im not alway right.
And that im not always great.
Im not perfect.
