I never realized how much I loved you
that is until it was all over..
almost 4 years later as I sit here writing this.
God, to think it's been that long.
we sit and we reminisce about our memories
or how you gave me my first kiss.
I look at you all grown up now
paying bills, forming a new relationship, going to college
not the same person I once knew,
yeah, he's taller.
that's it.
god,
I need you in my life
but who's opinion is more valuable when I say this?
why are you torn between someone you loved and someone whom you love
only you and I can understand what this means..
please remember me as the tears gently roll down my soft cheeks.
I need you in my life.
don't let her tear us apart from our memories.
it took so long to become what we have
I want her to understand this
for our memories are just the past
something we have left behind
you were once a part of me
I refuse to pretend this
I refuse to forget our memories.
