Save those being killed

Sinful thoughts occupy my mind,
Visions confine me in distress.
Regrets I'm trying to leave behind,
Remind me that my life's a mess.

I am engulfed into this cruel life,
Forced to breathe this beastly air.
Wondering if it's worth ingoing strife,
But I know what I'm dealing with is unfair.

Smiles seem to be so fabricated,
Happiness is like gold, rare & adored.
I'm a person who's constantly being hated,
No wonder blood is shed all over the floor.

Maybe if minds weren't as corrupted,
Actions wouldn't be so sinister & cruel.
Innocents lives wouldn't be interrupted,
We'd be able to save those being killed.