Wait and see

So unsure of my life that I do not know what to do
Sometimes I wonder am I meant to be with you?
I guess I am just not really sure
Do not know what to do anymore
I know that our love truly is real
I just do not feel what I think I should feel
Left alone I wonder am I dying inside
Did I lose my honor and my pride
Feeling like I am dead
There are no thoughts in my head
Nervous that I am going to drag you down
Deep down I know you really do not need me
However I guess we will wait and see