I stand in front of the mirror
Starring at my reflection
Tears running down my face
As I see every flaw
I long to have what other girls have
I take out my hatred
I run the knife across my arm
Seeing the blood makes everything real
I see my eyes
They have changed
They now show my self hatred
Am I the only one who notices?
I have this one wish
But I am unsure if it will come true
Maybe I'm to far gone
This is all I ever wanted
I wish to be beautiful