Do you even care?
I dont anymore
Being a person who says why me is pathetic,
Loneliness is all Ive felt lately,
My parents live in fear of me,
I just find it easier to take it out on them,
Instead of realizing everything is my fault,
I chose this life,
My actions chose this,
My words chose this,
The colour has disappeared in my life,
Leaving me in black and white,
I close my eyes not wanting to see the truth,
The wishes I have,
I fear will never come true,
The dreams broken,
I cant see the good times
Only bad,
I am destroyed.