Ive always questioned you being my friend
You have hurt me more than once
And I am afraid to say something
In fear that you will be angry
How come you have to make me feel like this?
I have always let my emotions get in the way
Its my weakness
So is it my fault
Do you make me feel like this,
Because I did something wrong?
So is this my punishment
Having no one care
I am just so afraid
To tell people
Thinking Im just a fake
Or someone who wants attention
All I know is I had just started to open up again
And now I am forced to return
To my detached self
When I would cry and no one would here
When I would fake happy
When I would hurt so much inside I was ready to die
Ready for the end to come
