Take me with you god

How much longer
can i live this life
how much longer
before i pick up the knife

I just want the pain to end
make it go away
god I'm begging you
i don't wanna stay

this life has no meaning
it clear to me now
i just wanna leave
i don't care how

why cant i go
why am i still here
the thought of you comes to my head
its followed by a tear

please god take me with you
i cant take this anymore
i cant help myself
let my body dissolve into the floor

its not that easy
to leave it all in the past
you made me so happy
but the feeling didn't last