Rebellious Angel's Mind

We wake,
I pray,
Within my mind,
My prayers shall stay,

Pray for an answer,
The offering of truth,
Is my life,
Meant with you,

Sometimes I ask,
My boggled thoughts,
My twisted mind,
Who are you,

My wings of joy,
Sometimes fold and bend,
Death,
An Angel's End,

Dear god,
Give me the truth,
Is our commitment,
Loyal and True,

Love,
It twists and bends,
My wings be folded,
Am I near the bitter end,

A rebel,
A sign,
Not all back down,
That path is not mine,

I fight,
I struggle,
Her happiness,
Beautiful,

Her mood will change,
I accept the physical pain,
My own lover,
Beats and hits,

This face where my lips lay,
This heart that won our fresh start,
We are still happy,
She loves me,

But my question for you is,
Dear god,
Is this going to be permanent,
Or is our hearts for rent.