I am Loved
But I couldn't feel lonelier
I am wanted
But I feel so ignored
He reaches for me
But I only push away
?.S.S hides it all
But i reach for all the secret
I want what I cant have
And I ignore what I do
I love one
Liking the other
Pulling for something
Running away from something else
Only dreaming Of Thursdays
Wake up screaming about Fridays
Wanting to repeat one day
And take Back words from another
I push for On
I pull For another
But in a way they both pull at me
And I'm being torn two ways
And wanting to go one way a little more then the other
But one ways light and easy
While the other is haunted and painful
But how do i know easy is good and pain is bad
Could it be deceiving
Could I be lost.
Pulled by to paths but only wanting one
But should I keep on the path i walk now
Or go to the path i long since want to tread
I'm once was pushed away from the light
But Now Pulled for light
I am Pulled By dark
I like it but I'm now trying to pull away
To go back to the light I once had and will have again
