Planned Suicide

She smiles and waves
tonight she goes
shes thinking suicide
but nobody knows

covering up her scars
telling so many lies
as soon as the day is over
she goes to her room & cries

'god thank you for giving me the strength
to pick up this knife,
'god thank you for giving me the strength
to finally take my life.'

shes all ready now
she takes out the pills
looks at them && smiles
her life,she's about to kill

'goodbye cruel world'
she whispers & the pills go inside
smiles as she slowly dies
&& thinks about all the times she's lied

saying she was happy
when shes been planning this for years
no one will ever know
who really caused her tears

Shes found the next morning
not breathing at all
they cry;pretend to care
her name,they continue to call

Find a piece of paper
in her hand
starts off with
'this pain i couldn't stand'

'dear family && friends
stop pretending you care
you never loved me
or you would've been there'

'i saw through your lies
&& i played along
but i came to realize
that i had to fix what went wrong'

'im sorry if i hurt you
but i had to go
i love you
thats all i want you to know'