As i watch you laughing my heart sinks even lower
as i remember all the times we would laugh until our eyes watered over the stupidest things
i cant bear to see you happy when i am not the cause of your happiness
what am i supposed to do
although were not friends you still continue to hurt me
why do you have so much influence over me
you used to be the one that i could tell everything too
but now i cant even look at you without wanting to cry.
